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Our Endless Numbered Days

“Graciously written and capriciously imagined, Our Endless Numbered Days holds up a magnifying lens to the human spirit and deftly captures both its fragility and its resilience. The brilliant ending, like the best endings do, casts new light on all that comes before it. ”

—CATHY MARIE BUCHANAN, author of the New York Times bestseller The Painted Girls

“I finished this book and turned right back to the first page to start it again. Like the wilderness into which Claire Fuller’s characters disappear, Our Endless Numbered Days is rigged with barbs and poisons, tricks and tragedies. It’s weird and wild and sometimes terrifying, but it’s also beautiful and heartbreaking and breathlessly alive. ”

—AMY STEWART, author of the New York Times bestseller The Drunken Botanist

Our Endless Numbered Days is suspenseful, utterly riveting, and as dark as midnight in the forest. ”

—REBECCA HUNT, author of Everland and Mr. Chartwell

“The lasting impression of Our Endless Numbered Days, which gracefully seesaws back and forth between two different time periods, is not one of how horrid an experience can be, but of how resourceful and resilient the human psyche can become in order to survive. The result is beautiful. It will keep you turning the pages, and long afterwards it will keep you turning over in your mind the events in this haunting story. ”

—YANNICK MURPHY, author of The Call and This Is the Water

“Powerfully imagined and written with a dazzlingly effective economy of style, Claire Fuller has mastered beautifully the building of jeopardy that the reader can see while the protagonist cannot. The ending is truly dark and courageous. BRAVA!”

—MORAG JOSS, author of Half Broken Things

“I was utterly gripped by the hypnotic atmosphere. ”

—ESTHER FREUD, author of Hideous Kinky and Mr. Mac and Me

Copyright © 2015 Claire Fuller

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the publisher except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles or reviews. For information, contact Tin House Books, 2617 NW Thurman St.

, Portland, OR 97210.

Published by Tin House Books, Portland, Oregon, and Brooklyn, New York

Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

Fuller, Claire.

Our endless numbered days : a novel / Claire Fuller.

pages cm

ISBN 978-1-941040-02-7 (ebook)

1. Fathers and daughters—Fiction. 2. Wilderness—Fiction. 3. Family secrets—Fiction. 4. Domestic fiction. I. Title.

PR6106. U45O87 2015

823’. 92—dc23

2014037937

First US edition 2015

Interior design by Jakob Vala

For Tim, India, and Henry

Contents

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

Chapter 24

Chapter 25

Chapter 26

Chapter 27

Chapter 28