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An exhilarating debut novel that follows one woman’s hunt for the truth when she realizes she might have married a killer

They said her death was a tragic accident. And I believed them... until now.

Carmen is happily married to Tom, although she knows she’ll always live in the shadow of another woman—the mistress who ended his first marriage: Zena. Mercurial, mesmerizing, manipulative Zena—a woman who, Carmen begins to discover, had the potential to incite the darkest of emotions. Zena, who drowned in the sea late one night.

Zena seems ever-more present, even in death, and when Carmen unknowingly stumbles on evidence that her husband has not been telling her the whole truth, she can’t shake her unease. As she uncovers documents and photographs, a very different tale than the one Tom has led her to believe begins to unfold, and she finds herself increasingly isolated and paranoid. As the twisted events of that night begin to come to light, Carmen must ask herself if it’s really a truth worth knowing... even if it destroys her and the lives of the people she loves most.

ELIZABETH

HEATHCOTE

Undertow

To Nev, Ben and Franny

Contents

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty-One

Chapter Twenty-Two

Reader’s Guide

Questions for Discussion

A Conversation with Elizabeth Heathcote

Chapter One

PAULA HAD EVERY light on in the kitchen. It was nearly June but gloomy, raining and cold, miserable weather even for England. She would have been happy to stay indoors all day, but the dog was getting restless and he’d have to be walked. She pulled on her boots and rain jacket and went back to the cloakroom for a scarf.

It was the school holidays and the children were watching TV, still in their pajamas at twelve. Paula’s dad was upstairs fixing the light in Cheyenne’s bedroom. She shouted up to let him know that she was going and then put her head round the living room door. “I’m taking the dog out,” she said.

“Granddad’s upstairs. ”

The children were side by side on the settee, a blanket pulled over their knees, their bodies barely touching. They didn’t look up.

“Hello?” she said.

“Shh!” said Charlie, her boy, his eyes fixed on the screen.

“Did you hear me? I’m taking the dog out and—”

“Mum! I heard. ”

She tutted and closed the door, her lips spelling out what she’d like to have said as she searched for her keys in the pile of scarves and gloves and school books by the front door. Then she heard a shout. “Wait, Mum, I’m coming!”

Cheyenne, her little girl, came running through.

“You want to? It’s raining. ”

“I know, Mummy, I want to come with you. ”

“Get dressed quickly then. ”

Cheyenne scrambled upstairs, still climbing on hands and knees at four. Paula smiled after her and picked up the dog’s lead without thinking, and of course Roxy heard and went wild, bounding into the hall and jumping up at her over and over again, barking and snapping with excitement. The next few minutes were chaos, trying to calm him and to hurry Cheyenne, to get her shoes and coat and hat on with the dog jumping round them. By the time Paula opened the front door she felt frazzled.